Noise Reduction Challenges
Why am I Creating an Environment with Too Much Noise?
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My Diary: December 9, 2007
This is my first online diary entry. Basically, this section will just be me, rambling.
Today, as has been the case for about a month now, I’m researching noise reduction flooring options. What a challenge this has been.
I have a wonderful healing space now except that the flooring is vinyl composition tile over concrete. I live on a small mountain so there are two directions of freeway traffic within 15 minutes and, in the winter when no leaves are on the trees, I think I can feel every car that’s going anywhere.
The vibration, which has not even been noticable to anyone else who has visited me here, is driving me batty.
But this morning, I finally approached it spiritually. That’s really the only way to get anywhere with any challenge in the third dimension. Until I own what I’ve created, I can’t change it.
How did I create this, you might ask…..the traffic is just the traffic, right?
Something in my own vibration is irritating and droning, just like what I hear at night. I’m zeroing in on it. I can see the mental patterns in my mind that would have unconsciously drawn me to this particular building.
We can learn in at least two ways….we can move toward pleasure or move away from pain. It’s been a pattern of mine to move away from pain. In other words, I create situations that are so painful that I must change.
Today, I’m deciding that I want to live the rest of whatever life I have left moving toward pleasure. In other words, I want to create situations where I am constantly being led to make choices that move me in the direction of joy, peace and harmony.
It’s one thing to say that, another to shift the mental patterns that need to shift for that to happen. However, awareness has always been the main step I take that allows me to begin to change. Once I’m aware of how I’m creating my outer reality, by how I’m managing my inner reality (thoughts and feelings) then I am more open to Higher Guidance about whatever I’ve created that is challenging me.