After Sleeping On It
Recognizing Where I Have Become Spiritually Jaded
Thoughts on resentment of life
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Yesterday, I was pondering where I may have become spiritually jaded. I lay awake last night for some time, searching my heart. I also woke in the middle of the morning, and searched more. I began to see a glimmer in the distance, of the light of personal awareness.
I become spiritually jaded everytime I think I know what’s best for someone and resent them making what look like destructive choices. No where is this more evident than with my closest family members.
After awakening to the truth that I create or co-create my reality moment-to-moment, it’s difficult to watch people I love creating what I know will become chaos and pain for them. Yet, if I practice what I preach, each being is a sovereign soul. Each being on this earth with me is working out their own salvation and is doing exactly what they need to be doing, to fulfill whatever their consciousness needs to experience.
Just because I can see down the path and see what is coming for them, doesn’t mean I have any right to interfere and it most certainly doesn’t mean I have any right to resent that they don’t listen to my guidance….especially if they don’t even ask for it, ha.
I’m jaded when I forget that, regardless of whatever path of suffering or chaos a person creates, they are Master of their Soul and they remain Divine Beings of Light that are making their way home to the truth of themselves.